Buy My Company for $75,000

I don't want to work on my business again. Man, lately I am so unmotivated when it comes to my company. I've totally neglected it over the last month. It's to a point where even I don't know what the hell is going on. I e-mail my partners when they e-mail me, but it's my aggressiveness that made things happen to begin with. Now, that's just not the case. My passivity is starting to show on the books. Shit, it eats me up inside. It's extremely frustrating because in the past I could sit at the computer for 7 hours straight, day after day, and get stuff done. Now I just can't do it! When I go to the casino to work, I have fun. The people are fun and the money is good. Yes, it's completely brainless, but the older I get, the more I realize that intelligence does not necessarily facilitate a larger paycheck.

I think I need someone to yell at me and tell me I've worked too hard on my company to let it fizzle. Maybe I should have a talk with myself, and give myself shit! Or I'll play one of those psychological games like depriving myself of food and water until I put in 10 hours of work. Ha ha, there's a weight loss idea! I think I'll write a book...

Last weekend I bailed last minute on going to Banff and seeing Will Gadd's new short film. And no, despite the rumours from some of the pilots, I was NOT hungover! Oh well, next time.

So my trip is in exactly 2 weeks - yay! My vario, a Flytec 6010 came last night, so I'm happy. My GPS cleared customs today, so that should be here shortly too. I like playing around with gadgets - they are fun! I should mount my vario and my gps to the dash of my car and note the altitude and gps coordinates of everywhere I go...ok maybe not. But yes, I am a dork.


I've been stressing lately on how the hell I'm going to transport my glider at those damn airports. I'm concocting a plan on how this will all work out - lets hope my apparent brilliance will figure this one out. Curse British Airways and their one limit checked baggage policy!!!

Crap, once again I have spent 20 minutes at the computer not working! Ok ok, I will find a balance with all this...juggling work, a business, relationships, and paragliding is hard.